I'm currently an undecided major, which is really stressing me out. I have no direction in my life. I have no passions. No special talents, besides getting good grades and talking to boys. And that can only get me so far in life. I need to figure out what really interests me. I listen to people talk about their major and their reasons behind what they want to eventually do and I can't help but envy their determination. Their desire to strive for an ultimate goal.
I, on the other hand, am drifting, unsure what to do next. My classes are pointless without declaring a major. I hate when people ask about it because I hate the look of disappointment when I tell them I have no major. I have no goal. It's like I am a failure without even trying anything.
So the goal: figure it out. Decide what I love and want to do for at least a good period of time. Or at least something that will allow me to figure it out later. It's got to happen.
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