Resolution #8 Update

So I didn't hook up with anyone last night, at least not that I know of or really care about. However, I did go back to the scene of the last time I broke this resolution. Bad idea. I was much too drunk and although I controlled myself enough to not do anything I would regret, I brought up some feelings I would rather not feel. I don't want to feel anything for him. I don't want to care if he's with other girls. I want to be happy and free and not worrying about some guy. But all of a sudden I care. And I don't know why. And all of a sudden it seems like he doesn't care at all anymore. And it's killing me.